February 2010
“Concentrate on how good if feels to be alive. No matter what. Just to see the...”
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January 2010
so not looking forward to tomorrow and having to speak to karl about my exam, im so annoyed with myself, biggest regret is letting myself panic. im so annoyed because i know it and i know i do, and something just went wrong and ill have to resit in summer. and then that’s my last chance there’s no second chance there. ahh tomorrow will not be fun. im such an idiot.
“Remember when you held my hand like you’d never let it go ?, Remember when...”
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“You could be happy. Stop thinking about how good the past was, start living in...”
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i have an essay due in tomorrow
and yet im sat here not really talking to anyone and avoiding it every way possible, i may just do it tomorrow morning, that’s what double morning free’s are for. it’s too cold to get two busses into college later, so college bus and the library it is for me then.
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january
has been one of the most stressful months of my entire life. and at the same time such a lovely month. this month i got so stressed out i completely caved under pressure and froze in my exam, had numerous breakdowns and too many hangovers. my mum went into hospital during my exams which added to the stress, and i know it isnt an excuse, but it wasn’t easy to cope with along with exam...
i have just removed something on myspace that i never thought i would, no one could see it anyway unless you knew about it, but i had to remove it and put something else, for obvious reasons. but i can’t erase it completely, so ill just post it on here. i didn’t want to take it away, but i don’t know what else to do.
because i miss you.& because you make me smile even when i...
good morning.
i woke up at 8 but stayed in bed till half10, now i’m going to tidy my room and jump in the shower, make a cheesecake do some homework i think, saturdays are pretty boring days in my life, but this evening is robyns birthday gathering, lovely :)
worst hangover ever
today, so so painful! i fell up my stairs twice last night getting in and slept fully clothed. two bottles of wine on a thursday, not clever at all, same time next week though? yeahhh.
this evening was so lovely, i havent laughed that much in so long, and elisia came whic was so nice, now ive hardly slept this week, so im going to get into bed soon and sleep forever and ever, wake up, tidy my...
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exhausted
the pub last night wasnt such a brilliant idea when my photog deadline is today, as im so tired now, like i could fall asleep standing up, its unreal. i fell up the stairs twice and went to bed fully clothed. oh lily.
college today is going to be rank.
FUCK YOU, SERIOUSLY
chasethatfeeling:
you fucking retard, Prick.
What do you call cheese that isn't yours? Nacho...
this made me laugh, today has been beyond horrible.
i don't think i could feel any worse.
completely messed up my exam. and all my mother had to say was “well i dont know what to say” so thank you for making me feel worse, maybe now you’ll realise i will not always pull it out the bag.