December 2010
1: A few things you will never forget in 2010. nights out with aimee pye, celebrating peoples birthdays, nights out in st helens, visiting norwich, not getting into university, getting a job, and just living the dream.
2: Relationship(s). none and i’m pretty happy with that.
3: The best day. i’m sure i had many “best” days whether it was spending the day watching tv,...
1: A few things you will never forget in 2010. nights out with aimee pye, celebrating peoples birthdays, nights out in st helens, visiting norwich, not getting into university, getting a job, and just living the dream.
2: Relationship(s). none and i’m pretty happy with that.
3: The best day. i’m sure i had many “best” days whether it was spending the day watching tv,...
i had a pretty lovely sleep last night after finally falling asleep and i’m really looking forward to tonight, i’m unsure what to wear, how to do my hair and i have my room to tidy first and to write some more notes out (i’m so behind on revision) but all i can think about is bringing the new year in with friends, friends that have become my best friends this year and although...
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2010
i remember this time last year, wishing 2009 wouldn’t end and now at the end of 2010 i can’t wait for this year to be over. this year wasn’t what i expected, i think i hit the lowest point of my life this year after birthday and i never want to feel like that again and i haven’t achieved anything. i’ve done things i really should not of done and i’ve grown to dislike myself and become someone i...
i need to start getting out of bed early and stop hiding from revision, so today i plan to shower and actually get out of my pjs continue to re write some notes and then go to work, the fun just never stops.
inability to sleep causes this.
Does someone occasionally make your day? not really.
Do you want someone you can’t have? just the story of my life.
What does the last text you received say? nothing of interest.
What does the last text you sent say? i lost a list of things.
How is your heart lately? alive sadly.
Are you in a relationship? no. Are you starting to drift away from anybody? who aren’t i. Who was the...
i hate still being awake at this time and on the internet, because it leads to be over thinking and over analysing everything and everyone. i think not being able to sleep is one of the most loneliest things ever.
i’ve spent so much of today rewriting notes about sociology and science and i still know nothing more than i did this morning, revision is such a long process and one that i’m not sure i have the time for or the brain capacity for.
im still in bed watching brothers and sisters in my pjs waiting for mother to hopefully bring me some lunch home and then i’m going to start some revision, well continue to re-write notes before i even consider learning them. i had a pretty weird dream, nice but weird and it hasn’t really helped but it was a pretty nice sleep, i could certainly get use to it.
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everything recently has been turning into a blur. recently i’ve felt like i spend very little time sleeping in my own bed. i really enjoyed going out boxing night, at first i wasn’t very sure, sometimes i feel very much unwanted there and then i realised, that maybe i’m just over thinking, we’re all still friends. i don’t know what i’m doing and i hate that...
considering i was meant to be in work today, i got to go home early because it was so quiet, (thank you public of st helens) so i came home, cleared my wardrobe, got rid of a full black bin bag of clothes and sat and watched the only way is essex. now i’m getting ready to go out, and i can’t decide what to do with my hair, for a change i’m making a bit of effort seeing as its...
inability to sleep causes this.
Does someone occasionally make your day? not really.
Do you want someone you can’t have? just the story of my life.
What does the last text you received say? nothing of interest.
What does the last text you sent say? i lost a list of things.
How is your heart lately? alive sadly.
Are you in a relationship? no. Are you starting to drift away from anybody? who aren’t i. Who was the...
feeling sad is hard, feeling sad when everyone else around you is happy and feeling sad when its christmas is even harder. sooo, i’m just going to be happy for everyone, eat some popcorn and get into bed later and watch even more brothers and sisters.
chicken nuggets for christmas dinner,
living the dream.
“An intellectual says a simple thing in a hard way. An artist says a hard thing...”
– Charles Bukowski (via brokenmachine)
merry christmas
i feel like a cheat for saying that to people, as i’m possible the most anti- christmas person ever, however i’m trying to enjoy it for my mother, who’s found christmas hard this year without decorations. i got lots of lovely things, clothes, slippers, a housecoat, a charm for my pandora, a purse, dvds etc etc and of course my coffee machine and the best mug ever, ill post a...
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when everyone else receives christmas cards in the...