January 2011
i’m not quite sure what i got out of bed for this morning and i hate feeling like there is very little purpose for today, but i suppose i’ll get up, get dressed and waste another day.
i’m not quite sure where i am with everything. but regardless of the million thoughts floating around in my head, i must get ready to go watch “roxy music” with my mother in manchester.
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day 27 & day 28.
someone who really hurt you.
i can’t lie and say no one has ever hurt me, because i’ve cried over people, from friends to boys to family members. but i always try and concentrate on the good things in people and not how they’ve treated me or what they’ve said to me. people can walk all over me and upset me and i’ll not say anything and i’m often seen as a bit...
home from manchester
and although it wasn’t one of the best nights out ever, i still had quite a lot of fun, i got stuck in a grid- actually hilarious. me and aimee went to mc donalds at 3 in the morning looking like chavs, we had tea and cake for breakfast and it was just nice to be with everyone again. i’ve missed them, and i’ve missed the four of us being together and just being ourselves and...
so after the little bit of ucas news this morning, i’ve been feeling pretty rubbish most of today, and i genuinely have no idea what i’m really doing with my life now, or what i’m doing at college or anything, i’m clearly just destined to be a housewife. i can’t really explain how it feels when the one thing you really want you can’t have, but that tends to be...
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when the university you really want to go to offers you BBC, but you have to get a B in the exam you decided not to sit….
i’d rather walk to the village to get the train, than get in the car with my sister, she actually annoys the shit out of me, so annoyed it’s actually unreal.
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Day 25 & 26.
25) your worst look that you thought was kool at the time in all honestly, when has any “look” ever been kool. i tend to just throw on whatever and go with it, i use to be more of a band t-shirt and jeans with converse, then i use to always wear dresses and tights, now i’m more of a leggins and a top with shoes the whoile “cba with life look” still pretty boring and...
yesterday,
i learnt how to pull my first pint, i’m no expert but i think i did okay considering i suppose everything takes practice. it’s a nice feeling that i no longer have any revision to do, but i’m kind of past caring really these days. now i have a mountain of art foundation work to do, that i was planning on organising today, however it’s 1.52 and i’m still in my pjs and...
i rarely give up on anyone but i’m always the first person to give up on myself. i am so ready to give up and just take the grades i have and go to plymouth in september. i mean maybe everything happens for a reason, maybe i didn’t get into uea last year because i just wasn’t meant to go there and i’m still not meant to, despite friends being there. this year hasn’t...
i’m so annoyed, because all the definitions i learnt the other evening i can’t even remember now, and all the non fatal offences that i learnt i can’t even remember them. i’m getting no where and so tempted to just give up.
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Day 23 & 24
something you’re dreading in the next month
currently the only thing i dread is tomorrow morning, but apart from that, i guess i dread every day, and i know that’s such a terrible outlook to have, but i don’t particularly enjoy what i’m doing, therefore i don’t really look forward to it. i’m also dreading the day where everything goes wrong, or where something...
